special things called LETTER....

this sem break, I'm back to my hometown....
and now is my 3th day since i arrived in my hometown. i felt so bored, so i tried to find sumthing in my room. then suddenly, i got a lot of things that remind me about my beloved person surrounding me whether now, or in my past life. i still loved it...!! And you what the special thing is???  LETTER....
yups, that special things are letters. A letter that wrote from my friends and my cousins. and some written by myself (?) eung, you must be confused why i wrote a letter to myself. later i'll explain it to you.

okay,, lets check it out.

this letter from my old friends, fathin.

I got this letter when i was 6th grade student in elementary school. its really an old letter! it's around 8 years ago....(wauw!!!!) I just kep it incidentally. but, i bet this letter gonna shocking my friend when she know that i still kept this letter.  let me explain you about what is written in this letter since you must dunno what the character it is......
when we are elementary school, i and fathin decided to make a new characters of written, so that other people doesn't know what we are talking about. i thnk that idea is just a great idea! so, we both try hard to find a symbol.  until, our character already done and we used it to communicate and make our friends be soooooo curious of it. some of our friends try to know our character, then they succeced to do that. we both get upset. so, fathin send that letter to me. it's written like this:

dear, mutia....

hey mutia, why so many people knew our this characters?? who's telling them?

 By: Fathin.

 
HAHA...so funny! I still know what the character is, cuz wrote it in my diary.  I wish when fathin read this, we could try remember that character and re-use it as our code to communicate. it's just like a secret code....



the second letter is came from my missing-old friend. her name is Ismi. we're best friends when we're 9 years old. she was stay exactly in front of my house, enrolled the same school with me, so that's why we both getting so closer. my mom always said that i have same traits and physical appearances with her. you know, we are hard to eat, so we're so skinny ( yups, i was skinny when i was child!).
i must have a lot of memories with her, but (sorry) i forgot it already. the one that i know until now is we've been best friends long time ago.  nut, it's no so long until she and her family decided to move. i was so child that time, so i never thought to ask her new address. then, we lost communication.
then, when i was junior high school, i got a letter from her. it doesn't have a stamp on that letter. so i thought she must send that letter by herself. A LETTER send by herself????  I'm touched so much. that's mean she still remember me, and wanna having a great time with me again. but one question that i wanna ask her if meet her. why must send a letter, if you could bring urself??? I'd really wanna reply her letter, but i couldn't. So, for several days after, I'm waiting her letter again. and hopefully, to meet her when she try to send letter to me again. but, unfortunately, she doesn't come again. it's so sad....! I just kept her later, with a hope one day i could meet her again, then tell her how i wanna reply her letter. this is her letter:

a letter from my missing-old friend, ismi.

the next letter came from my lovely cousins. they are siblings. they started to wrote to me when I'm studying in Malaysia. when my first year studied in university of malaya, Im a bit scared to spend more time far from my beloved family, then i would celebrate my birthday without them.
when the day comes, i really missed my family badly, feel like i wanna fly directly to celebrate my birthday with them. but i couldn't. (T.T). fortunately, my mom come to spend my special day with me. it's a bit cheer me up. then, my mom surprised me with a present that she bring together. i  was thought that without me my family would forget about my birthday. but, i was wrong. my cousins gave a present and a LETTER.  they wrote a letter innocently. they wrote about how far i am with them, how sad i am stay away from them, and also they wrote why i choose malaysia to continue my study. hahahahhaha...it's really made my day....

 

then after that, they used to write a letter to me when my birthday comes. for these two years, i could celebrate it with them since semester break always in the september, but they still write a letter to me. it;s really nice, and i love it. i know, it must hard to write a letter with the same person every years, so i appreciate it by keeping it as my special things. i'll wait your letter next years, guys! :)


next letter came from my old friend also. we've been the same class when first clas in the junior high school. she's older  than me (only one year), so i and other classmate called her 'kakak (sister)'.  we so closed, until 2nd grade, she changed into other school for some reasons....i just wondering why she has to move, while i feel comfort with her. i gonna lose my best friend (again).  she moved into her hometown, it's so far from where i stayed.

later, her cousin, who the same school with me, said wanna back to her hometown. it's mean she will meet kak nugrah over there. so, i leave a letter to her. then, when she come back again, she gave me a letter that reply from kak nugrah. i was so excited.
she sent me a letter included a picture of tao ming tse ( jerry yan), who became my idol at that time.
I kept this letter bcuz since she moved, we never meet again. i dont want to forget her, so this letter will remind me with her.


AND, the next letter written by myself. hehehehhe...actually,  i wrote this letter to myself  when first time i feel dissapointed of my birthday. it happened on 2005. i dunno what exactly happened that time, but i just upset. so, i expressed into a piece of paper, then inserted it into envelope, and wrote ' open it on the next time, 2006'. I almost forgot about that letter, until i found it and read it again... hahahahhaha, so funny! I laughed a lot, to remember what happened last year. i think it is a funny thing, so keep write a letter to myself. but later, i changed the core into what to do in a years. then a years later, i read it to know how far my goal are successed. you know, it's always nice when you got a letter. u feel like people who write a letter, are really care to you.  so, why don't you try to care about yourself first, before aonther people take care of yourself? Why do you have to wait people care about u, while u can do it by yourself? let's write a letter to ourself, to show how special you are. try it!!

but it's so sad that stop to write a letter until 2008. bcuz at that year, i focused on my study after graduated from senior high school. so, the following year later, i don't write a letter anymore.

last, i wrote a letter to my mom. i wrote it because i did a wrong thing to my mom. and my mom didn't know it. but i felt so guilty, but i still don't wanna speak it out. so, i decided to write a letter to her, then put it on her bag. i wrote it when i was elementary school *pssst, don't comment about my signature. it's sign of elementary school student...:P*




Guys, tough nowadays, people doesn't  write a letter anymore, but still hope people send me a letter. i keep all letter as my previous thing, and each time i read it, i feel so special. That's why a little thing called LETTER are special thing to me. send me a letter, then u'll become a special part of my life.....!!
thanks to my friends, and my family....!